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Kabhi socha na tha maine,

Kabhi socha na tha par aisa hi hua,

Tumne jab pehli baar meri aakhon mein dekha,

pata hei, mujhe bishwas hi nahi hua,

bhala mein isske layak hi kab tha....

Main naadan tha, kaise tumhe samajh paata,

Jab bhi tumahri aakhon mein dekhta,

na jaane mujhe kya ho jaata tha,

dil mein ek ajab si khushi mehsus hoti thi,

lagta tha ki jaise inn aakhon ko tumahri hi taalash thi,

aur inn saanson ko sirf tumahri hi pyaas.

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Din bhar unhi palon ko yaad karta phirta tha jab,

Jab hamaari nazarein takraati thi,

aur man khil sa jaata tha....

Par pata hei? mai bahut bhola tha....

Mujhe laga ki tumhe bhi kuch aisa hi hota hoga,

Kuch aisa hi....

Worna tum bhi kyun meri aakhon mein kho jaati?

Baar baar bahane banaake mujhse baatein karne kyun aati?

Meri tabiyat bigarne par tumhe kyun taklif hoti?

Mujhe achanak dekh ke tum woise kyun sharma jaati?

Mujhe laga ke hum dono ek dusre ke liye bane hei,

aur ek dusre ki bina kabhi jee nahi sakenge....

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Mujhe ab jaa ke yeh ehsaash ho raha hei ke
main kitna galat tha,

Ab jaake mujhe yeh pata chala ke,

kisi se bina puchhe uspe bharosa karna kitna khatarnaak hota hei,

Mujhe kuch kehne sunn'ne ki zarurat hee mehsus na hui kabhi,

Laga ke ab kehne sunn'ne ko kuch bacha hee nahi....

Par saayad maine tumeh samajhne mein bahut bari galti kar di,

Phir ek din aaya jab mere saare sapne kaanch ki tarah toot kar idhar udhar bikhar gayen,

Jab mujhe pata chala ke tum kisi aur ko chahti ho....

Dil mein ek ajab sa dard utha,

wo rone laga, aur rota hi raha,

durr durr tak jo koi uska apna na bacha,

woh chikhhne laga....

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Par kyun, aakhir kyun do dino ki yeh jhoothi humdardi?

Jab pyar kisi aur hi se karni hei toh mujhe kyun behkaya?

Woh chikhhta raha, par kisine uski ek nahi suni,

Woh aur karta bhi toh kya?
Apne aansuon ko peene ke siwa....

Par tumeh pata nahi ki main tumeh itna chahta hoon ke,

Tumahri khushi ke liye main kuch bhi kar sakta hoon,

Sirf tumahri khushi ke liye main tumeh bhool bhi sakta hoon.

Aur maine aisa karne ki lakh koshish ki,

par mere liye tumeh bhulana naamumkin tha,

Isliye main tumse durr chala gaya,

bahut durr....

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Par maine kabhi apne baare mein nahi socha,

Socha nahi ki tumse durr jaake main kaise jee sakunga,

Aaj meri zindagi, zinda rehne ke liye pal pal joozh rahi hei,

Aur ab quyamat bhi mujhe barbaad hone se bacha nahi sakti,

par phir bhi mujhe iss baat ki khushi hei ke tum khush ho,

Aur ye bujhta diya, jisse pata hei ki woh bujhne waala hei,

Yeh dua karta hei ke,
tum zindagi bhar khush raho,

Tumahri zindagi aur roshan ho,

har manzar par tumeh kamyaabi hi mile,

Tum manzil tak nahi, manzil tum tak chal kar aayen,

Tumahri har khwab sach ho, aur,

Tumeh wohi milen, jiski tumeh chahat hei,

Mei tumse kabhi bhi nahi roothunga, chahe kuch bhi ho jaaye....

Kisi roz akhbaar mein chapi marne waalon ki list mein mera naam dekh kar tum na chowki....

Toh bhi mein waada karta hoon ke meri rooh tumse naaraz rahi hogi....

Alvida.....................